I LOVE HYM ALOT

huhu .
=)
happy happy happy !!!!!
Stead wif hym on 300908.. broke of two weeks after that.. break cume sebab die da tak tahan nan prangai aku... WHAT THE HELL ..
i was hurt .... i begged hym Like heLl .. CRYING profuseLy infront of hym and hope he wiLL take me back ..
but i FAILED....
but i didnt give up ..
i did everything dat i couLd.. cos i reaLLy cant Live without hym by mai side ..
at Last.. the third day dat we've broke .. he accepted me back.. i was so FUCKING happy..
tears dropped.. heart's jumping.. feeL like hugging hym tight .
errm !! haha . i've promised hym dat i''LL never hurt hym again and i wiLL Love hym as much as i couLd..
PAPA.. MAMA REALLY LERVES EUU ..
MUUUAAAHHHH !!!!!

IS IT TIMER ??????

hmm . i just found a new guy , after AFAD left mie . life has to go on . why shuld i wait for hym when i've oready knew hys DYING SOON !!!!
man . wad the hell am i saying .
ARGH !
WAD A STRESSFUL DAE.

TO ABANG WAN....

if you're reading dis bro , just wanna tell eu dat i'm okay and i'm alright ..
cume adeq Lom mamam agik ..
no mood ..
Abg eu no need to worry bout mie ..
i promise i'll take care of myseLf okehy ..
thanks for ur concern bro ..
Luv eu abang! muah !

haiiishh ..
feel like killing myself ..
tapi buat pe nk bunoh diri ..
nuthing will change ..
the last thing i wanna sae to eu afad,,
is dat ..
haiish ..
nvm..
if i said it here , as if u're reading only ..
i just pray the very best for eu afad ..

AAAARGGGGGGGH !!!!!!
God why eu did dis to miee ...
i cant leave dis wae ....
and now he's leaving me ,, to hys sentence...
for three long years God.... how am i supposed to bear wif mai misses for hym???
without hearing hys voice ..
without seeing hys face ..
all i could do is write letter to hym .
dis year's raye's didnt mean anything to me..
i hope to celebrate wif hym are ALL GONE !!!!
if only someone really understands my feelings rite now .
i should have called hym yesterdae night..
and talk to hym for the last time.
hearing hys voice for the last FUCKING time..
and now he's far away from mie ..
i will wait for hym .. AND DATS FOR SURE !!!
i regret it so damn much !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH !!! AFAD !!!!!
kalau aku rindu kau mcm ane ??!!!!!
plllssss !!
i wanna DIE !!!
hubby dont make mie crying .............................
hey people ..
see eu in heaven ..
gudbye ,

AAAARRRRRRGGGGHHH !!!!!

bebs . i dont know what on earth am i doing .
guess what ? i've asked Adam to let mie go, and he did (with a heavy heart).
he keeps on falling sick when i left hym . he dont want to eat .
he keeps on thinking bout dying .
i'm so fucking worried bout hym .
the only thing dat can make hym secured & happy is to be wif hym back .
well i cant . i stiLL got Fad to settLe .
haiish . i just hope he'LL find another gerl dat can make hym happy .